Oh dear little blog, I haven't written in you, in such a very long time. Well, my life is a bit different than it has been ever before. First of all, yes, Greg and I are still together, it's so amazing and so is he! We spend a lot more time together, my mother seems to be okay with it now. Second, yes, I am attending CSU Chico in the fall! And I'm super excited. My orientation is actually coming up this monday the 13th of July. I've actually made a few friends that I can talk to that are attending my school.
Aside from this, I have officially quit playing WoW, and sometimes I miss it but... It was time for it to end for me. Honestly, I've been having more fun spending it with friends and my family. I've been trying to spend as much time as I can with them before I leave to Chico. I'm thinking, that i'll be the statement in the family because everyone of my cousins have gone to a community school and never left home (moochers), but you know it's cool. Me, on the other hand, I need my escape and I really feel that I need my higher education to be LEGIT.
Anywho, life is good, life is great. Man, I hope it keeps coming this way. I'll update later. Goodnight<3
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
There are some days for everything.
This weekend has had it's up's and down's, what a way to start spring break. Mmm, where to begin. Saturday was a long day, I went to the mall with my mom to pay off my DSi because I wasn't sure if I wanted to go to the midnight release or not. I figured I need to replace my black ink cartridge or I would never get around to doing it. So we went to COSTCO and ended up food shopping, I got my ink and returned home. Dry and boring as it is, I worked on my research paper for my government and economics class. In the end, my mom and I ended up going to the midnight release. Surprisingly I saw so many people that I knew! It was very nice to talk and joke around, while waiting for the system to be released. In the end it was released and I was the 2nd person to receive it in blue. And ever since I got it, I spent all morning playing it with my Pokemon Platinum.
So today, I've played Pokemon Platinum and I got to the point where I'm almost done with the entire game. Point is, I tried to catch Girantina and I FAILED epically at it... 12 times. Eventually, I just defeated it and moved on with my life. Then, in the midst of battling Girantina, I get an IM. As it is, I am frustrated from not being able to capture this darn Pokemon! The IM was from a "Friend" of mine, well I have no clue if we are anymore, but he was just saying 'Hi' and whatnot. When he tells me "I miss you" and I'm like.. uhhh, I miss you too? Point is, he starts launching this whole conversation about how he's "upset" and "jealous" because I've got a boyfriend and blah, blah, blah. Honestly, I liked him when we first met two or three years ago, but I felt so played that I ended up giving up on him. And I told him that I wasn't interested in him and I told him nicely. But he still got really butt-hurt about it, and I think, he's stupid and that he's faking for attention. We would have never worked out, he's like 19/20 years old, I can't remember and he doesn't work, has no money, lives with mom and basically has no future what-so-ever. He has never been there for me, he never has truly made me happy and he's not THAT attractive, like many girls make it seem like. I told him, I was happy with my boyfriend, I was IN LOVE with my boyfriend and that nothing would ever change that because even people around us can see how happy we make each other. We waited to be with each other for a long time and nothing will ever change how we are. We're each others rocks and we support each other.
Basically, I think that my "friend" will never talk to me again and frankly, I could care less because he would have never good enough to be with me. I'm not saying that because I think I'm better than him, but I'm saying that because he has no future, he isn't dependable and my wallet is big enough to spend money on him, much less my time. I need a boy who will be there for me, support me, go to my swim meets or at least visit me often, spend time with me and just make me happy. My amazing boyfriend, does that. And I'm so proud to say that Greg Vincent, is my boyfriend and we're in love. So suck it world. <3
So today, I've played Pokemon Platinum and I got to the point where I'm almost done with the entire game. Point is, I tried to catch Girantina and I FAILED epically at it... 12 times. Eventually, I just defeated it and moved on with my life. Then, in the midst of battling Girantina, I get an IM. As it is, I am frustrated from not being able to capture this darn Pokemon! The IM was from a "Friend" of mine, well I have no clue if we are anymore, but he was just saying 'Hi' and whatnot. When he tells me "I miss you" and I'm like.. uhhh, I miss you too? Point is, he starts launching this whole conversation about how he's "upset" and "jealous" because I've got a boyfriend and blah, blah, blah. Honestly, I liked him when we first met two or three years ago, but I felt so played that I ended up giving up on him. And I told him that I wasn't interested in him and I told him nicely. But he still got really butt-hurt about it, and I think, he's stupid and that he's faking for attention. We would have never worked out, he's like 19/20 years old, I can't remember and he doesn't work, has no money, lives with mom and basically has no future what-so-ever. He has never been there for me, he never has truly made me happy and he's not THAT attractive, like many girls make it seem like. I told him, I was happy with my boyfriend, I was IN LOVE with my boyfriend and that nothing would ever change that because even people around us can see how happy we make each other. We waited to be with each other for a long time and nothing will ever change how we are. We're each others rocks and we support each other.
Basically, I think that my "friend" will never talk to me again and frankly, I could care less because he would have never good enough to be with me. I'm not saying that because I think I'm better than him, but I'm saying that because he has no future, he isn't dependable and my wallet is big enough to spend money on him, much less my time. I need a boy who will be there for me, support me, go to my swim meets or at least visit me often, spend time with me and just make me happy. My amazing boyfriend, does that. And I'm so proud to say that Greg Vincent, is my boyfriend and we're in love. So suck it world. <3
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Without me you've got it all, so hold on.
Life is always progressing isn't it? Frankly, I love it. Let the past stay in the past and keep the future full of opportunities. Mmm, I like how I start things so positive, hah I feel like my swim coach who tells me to keep things positive. Lately, life has been slow and dragged on.. Filled with school and practice. I haven't been able to spend time with Greg and it's really driving me crazy. I really miss him and I know he feels the same... But otherwise things are fairly nice. One of my best friends, Michael, recently got me a just because gift and I've been wanting this for like everrrr. He got me a lomography camera, the fish eye NO.2 White Edition, simply elegant and amazing. It comes with a built in fisheye lens and it shoots at a 170 degree angle. Rather nice to be honest.
Aside from that, I recently visited the school I might attend next fall. I fell in LOVE with it! It is so nice and has sooo many trees, the town is literally around the corner and everything is walking distance. They offer my major and it's just the perfect school for me, Sally thought the dorms were too small, but I don't care. I just need the space to leave and be myself.
Well, that's it from me.. A tad short but isn't it always? Goodnight everyone, good luck on many of those facing finals.
Aside from that, I recently visited the school I might attend next fall. I fell in LOVE with it! It is so nice and has sooo many trees, the town is literally around the corner and everything is walking distance. They offer my major and it's just the perfect school for me, Sally thought the dorms were too small, but I don't care. I just need the space to leave and be myself.
Well, that's it from me.. A tad short but isn't it always? Goodnight everyone, good luck on many of those facing finals.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
On the right track, I'm on to a winner.
"love is like infinity: you can't have more or less infinity, and you can't compare two things to see if they're "equally infinite" infinity just is, and that's the way i think love is, too"
Oh gee, oh my. Remember that quote? Mmm, I do too. I was looking back at my old blog posts and I saw it, it caught my attention. I've realized that over the course of these past 8 months, I have changed in various ways and it's good. Because of these changes I've allowed myself to grow, to explore and enjoy life. Believe it or not, I'm going to college in a matter of less than 4 months, nerve wrecking? You bet. But I'm almost done. I think, I've decided that this coming fall, I will be attending California State University of Chico. And I am damn proud that I got into that school, after almost 4 years of working myself silly to go to college, my dream is finally coming true.
Aside from that, so much has changed around me as well. My parents are becoming more open minded and lenient towards my actions and who I go out with. I'm able to spend more time with the people I love and care about (i.e. Greg, Sally, Gladys etc). As for my relationship status, I'm still single but I'm not looking. I'm content with where I am in life, although I am seeing Greg. We go on dates and spend time together, haha, jeez can I not be such a sucker for him? I can't type a blog mentioning him without smiling.
Mmm, other than all that, life is grand. Classes and smooth and too easy for me, haha, a first for everything. I'm glad I've progressed so much, I've matured so much. Man, who needs prince charming, he's just a jerk. Everyone needs a nomnoms, they're like heaven <3
Thursday, December 11, 2008
DING! 30 Blog post!
Well, hello everyone :)
I haven't updated since the beginning of the last month, I'm sorry I can't keep a steady pace of blogging. But I've got a plentiful amount of excuses to why I haven't posted a blog. First of all, school and work have been driving me crazy. Remember how I absolutely LOVED my job*? Well, honestly, I'm only doing it for the money now. I can't stand my job anymore, it's so boring. The only thing I look forward to is having a visitor sometimes ;3 But seriously, this insurance crap is getting dull. As for school, I've finished applying to college and have gotten into one of the four colleges I applied to. But this college is my last choice to where I want to go to school after high school. But it's nice to know, my safety net is set.
Besides school and work... Well, you see, I got a WoW subscription*, thanks to Chris :) and Justin (asshole). Well, it's been consuming much of my time and it makes me happy :D hehe, Greg and I play it a lot. I play both Alliance and Horde*, but oh man can my Blood Elf Paladin PWN! :) It's epic, no joke.
Ah but other than that, everything was swell. My winterball just passed and I had a blast. I went with my friend Chris (yes, the same one mentioned above). We dance, laughed and played on his iPhone. It was nice, I enjoyed it.
OH MAN! Have I told you that, this past month I have gone to the movies more continuously that I EVER have in my life? Yep, best believe, I've gone to the movies I would say like 3 times! 3 TIMES! I usually go ONCE a year, if I'm lucky. Well it was nice, Greg went with me everytime :) mhmmm!
Well, those are my excuses, did they work for you? Good! :3 Well, that's been my life so far and I plan to keep it simple, no drama, no complications. Just simple and nice.
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*State Farm
*World of Warcraft
* "Teams" on WoW, alliance=good and horde=bad. Got it? Good.
I haven't updated since the beginning of the last month, I'm sorry I can't keep a steady pace of blogging. But I've got a plentiful amount of excuses to why I haven't posted a blog. First of all, school and work have been driving me crazy. Remember how I absolutely LOVED my job*? Well, honestly, I'm only doing it for the money now. I can't stand my job anymore, it's so boring. The only thing I look forward to is having a visitor sometimes ;3 But seriously, this insurance crap is getting dull. As for school, I've finished applying to college and have gotten into one of the four colleges I applied to. But this college is my last choice to where I want to go to school after high school. But it's nice to know, my safety net is set.
Besides school and work... Well, you see, I got a WoW subscription*, thanks to Chris :) and Justin (asshole). Well, it's been consuming much of my time and it makes me happy :D hehe, Greg and I play it a lot. I play both Alliance and Horde*, but oh man can my Blood Elf Paladin PWN! :) It's epic, no joke.
Ah but other than that, everything was swell. My winterball just passed and I had a blast. I went with my friend Chris (yes, the same one mentioned above). We dance, laughed and played on his iPhone. It was nice, I enjoyed it.
OH MAN! Have I told you that, this past month I have gone to the movies more continuously that I EVER have in my life? Yep, best believe, I've gone to the movies I would say like 3 times! 3 TIMES! I usually go ONCE a year, if I'm lucky. Well it was nice, Greg went with me everytime :) mhmmm!
Well, those are my excuses, did they work for you? Good! :3 Well, that's been my life so far and I plan to keep it simple, no drama, no complications. Just simple and nice.
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*State Farm
*World of Warcraft
* "Teams" on WoW, alliance=good and horde=bad. Got it? Good.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
And then the lamb fell inlove with the wolf
Days are shorter and I can't get enough of it. I'm learning new things and I'm enjoying life, no being worried, upset or tied down. I have to say that I sleep so much better now. But.. I still feel a bit empty and I still have this urge to run, not physically but mentally. I keep picking at people's gray matter and I still hunger for more time.
I can't tell you how much I crave to have someone in my life, to hold and to care for. But I know I'm not ready for someone new.. Not yet because I still dwell a bit in the past. I'm not going to be ready until I can completely forget about him, and stop wondering what he's doing.. and whether he would speak to me if I ran into him someday. I wish this were easier.
But I can say this, I've grown so much closer with people I would never have imagined. And I feel like, things are headed for a good path. I haven't fought with my parents as often, I have changed as a person and I've spent sometimes with someone I really care about.
Aside from all this, I've found that I can't fall asleep as quickly as I would like. So I end up staying up and living a double life. Hah, try figuring that one out. Don't even bother asking, I won't tell you.
Mmm, also my birthday is coming up. I'll enclose a list at the end of my blog. Or now.. Goodnight!
Wish List:
1. A hug!
2. Balloons (Lots please!)
3. Flowers (any kind is cute)
4. Twilight and Eclipse Books by Stephenie Meyer
5. A card!
6. American express/forever 21/Macys Gift card
7. WoW (World of Warcraft) Subscriptions!
8. A lomography camera!
9. Hello Kitty! (Anything, especially jewelry!)
10. Mac Book (Hah, donations are taken!)
11. Twilight Poster or Calendar for 2009
12. Foreign Calendar
13. Paypal Money
14. Swedish Fish (Candy)!
I have some more to come.. I'll update later!
I can't tell you how much I crave to have someone in my life, to hold and to care for. But I know I'm not ready for someone new.. Not yet because I still dwell a bit in the past. I'm not going to be ready until I can completely forget about him, and stop wondering what he's doing.. and whether he would speak to me if I ran into him someday. I wish this were easier.
But I can say this, I've grown so much closer with people I would never have imagined. And I feel like, things are headed for a good path. I haven't fought with my parents as often, I have changed as a person and I've spent sometimes with someone I really care about.
Aside from all this, I've found that I can't fall asleep as quickly as I would like. So I end up staying up and living a double life. Hah, try figuring that one out. Don't even bother asking, I won't tell you.
Mmm, also my birthday is coming up. I'll enclose a list at the end of my blog. Or now.. Goodnight!
Wish List:
1. A hug!
2. Balloons (Lots please!)
3. Flowers (any kind is cute)
4. Twilight and Eclipse Books by Stephenie Meyer
5. A card!
6. American express/forever 21/Macys Gift card
7. WoW (World of Warcraft) Subscriptions!
8. A lomography camera!
9. Hello Kitty! (Anything, especially jewelry!)
10. Mac Book (Hah, donations are taken!)
11. Twilight Poster or Calendar for 2009
12. Foreign Calendar
13. Paypal Money
14. Swedish Fish (Candy)!
I have some more to come.. I'll update later!
Friday, October 24, 2008
" I'll be there for you when the sky fall's down
I'll be there for you when your smile lights the room
and your gloom is all gone "
Mmm, when life doesn't go your way you just want to give up and nothing in your life matter at that point. Hello that exact mood I've been in all day since 9:40am, and it's like a steady melancholy, it's horrible. Today I had an on the spot admissions, for the easiest Cal State University and I didn't get my acceptance letter on the spot... And I was strong in the beginning but when it came down to my last class and I found out a majority got their acceptance on the spot, I lost it. I cried and I felt like a failure, because now I have to wait until the end of this fall term to know if I qualify or not. If I don't get into CSUEB, how will I ever get into CSULB? CSUN? CSUC? CSUSD? It's been a long day... :(
Bare with me,
I might lose it.
and your gloom is all gone "
Mmm, when life doesn't go your way you just want to give up and nothing in your life matter at that point. Hello that exact mood I've been in all day since 9:40am, and it's like a steady melancholy, it's horrible. Today I had an on the spot admissions, for the easiest Cal State University and I didn't get my acceptance letter on the spot... And I was strong in the beginning but when it came down to my last class and I found out a majority got their acceptance on the spot, I lost it. I cried and I felt like a failure, because now I have to wait until the end of this fall term to know if I qualify or not. If I don't get into CSUEB, how will I ever get into CSULB? CSUN? CSUC? CSUSD? It's been a long day... :(
Bare with me,
I might lose it.
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